promos, the middle
Had 3 papers for Promos already. My mind and body feel wasted completely. Lord, I can't wait to be rejunevated in Your presence tomorrow at service. The papers haven't been all that wonderful, and You know, I'm worried about Jateka, Believer and my mom.
I really wanna be a salt and light, to glorify Your name and tell people that You are so good. Hey, about JW, I really pray that she'll be fine, that she won't be so pressured by her God-given abilities. She'll perform, and when she doesn't, then it's all in Your plan for us.
And Lord, my shepherd wanted me to think of areas of improvement, to have a aim and vision of myself further down the read. I really wanna learn to love God's people, and that's what I said. "Care," God once told me. I'm gonna put my all, to have the heart of burden and to be able to understand when my friends feel burdened.
Lord, I'll be a clean vessel for Your work to be done through me.
the normal state
Yesterday's cg was really mind-blowing. It's about our state of mind, the state of mind which will allow us to hear from God. Usually, we tend to be in an ABnormal state of mind, be in the exams, in our daily lives, all the time! Our heads tend to be filled with worry, fear, anxiety, nervousness, stupid thoughts.
My head is filled with crap, and thus I realise that recently, my relationship with God is getting affected. Lord, I wanna hear from You again. I wanna listen to Your words again and again and gain Your vision for my cg. Lord, I know I've failed You a million times, and even more than that, yet Your love accepts all my faults, Your grace transcends all my sins.
What more do I ask for, but to jump at You with love and faith.
will
Lately, there's been a lot of things I haven't exactly been enthusiastic about, and can't help but keep ranting and complaining. I know it's wrong, so I'm cutting down on it. Still, I can't really settle it within myself. Yet Lord, I shall do as You want me to. There's a lot of things in my life I really don't want to change, yet You want me to. But You know what's best for me and, at the end of it I'm Yours.
So I'll do Your work, let Your will be done. I'll follow You, out of my own free will. I will fight the good fight, I will finish the race, I will keep the faith.
No matter what, through it all, because You'll make it fine for me.
gentleness
Scarlet Hands - Hillsong
When brokeness and mercy meets
How gently shall redemption speak
For love like ocean, waves did break
Upon the shores of sin and shame
To you my heart will sing, oh God
For all ones lover keeps this song
In spirit and in integrity
To join the song that heavens sing
Scarlet hands that bled for me
Servant king my everything
I kneel before You once againSurrendered now to scarlet hands
When sorrow tries my hope to kill
To worship I have risen still
For light will pierce the darkest night
And peace shall be my lullaby
Scarlet hands that bled for me
Servant king my everything
I kneel before you once again
Surrendered now to scarlet hands
The time will fade to [I really can't figure it out nor find it anywhere online]
And in you forever shall I walk
In glory shadow ever free
Redeemer and redeemed to me
troubles
For all those with troubles, including me. I've got loads, and probably everybody else too. Here's a tip! Don't be afraid of them.
Pray about it, but there's no need to tell God how big is it. Rather, as children of light, tell your problems how big God is!
He'll see it through with us and for us, and thus there's no need to fear, no need to hesitate. God our Saviour, Emmanuel, we hold Your promises dear, so.
p.s. Can't wait for 14th - 16th Dec!
peace
Been a really long while since I posted. Started to get lazy, I suppose. The walk has been getting better, though I tend to flop every now and then, but generally, I realise stuffs have been happening. Stuffs that are really challenging and really cool too! Lord, I want to do more of Your work!
And hey, I'm really hearing so much more from You now. And I've realised so many things more about You, how You've been waiting for me and always there with me ever since such a long long time ago. There's nothing more I really want then to please You and serve You. I wanna be a child of light, to have that peace that comes only from You.
Dear God, dear Lord, let this one remain faithful and fearless, all in Your name.
